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so upon brito's prompting i've decided maybe i should try and keep up with lj for a little bit...its not like i have anything better to do!
for those of you who dont know, i finished school in dec and am currently chillin for a bit in Buffalo pretending to figure out what i am gonna do with my life. I'm working at romeos and babysitting a little on the side and my days consist of going to work going to the gym and i guess i go out more on the weekends since everyone else is in school :(
Me and Amy are going to pitt this weekend to visit ash and liz and i am verrry excited. I havent seen ashley in too freakin long, i'm past the withdrawl point. Also adam's coming home this weekend for a week from spring break. i'm very excited to see him as well but the boy situation is sticky as usual. hmm what else. i just got over the flu and i finally get to get out of the house tonight for the first time in like 5 or 6 days. i mean even if it is to go to work, i'll take it. i was home taking care of my sis today because now she's sick. i feel bad for her bc she was supposed to take her sat's tomorrow but i just dont see how she can do it. she even took the freakin princeton review class in preparation.
i'm missing my school friends tons sometimes and i question whether graduating early was the right thing....but i guess it was the right thing for me at the time. i think i'm gonna go visit them in a couple weeks or so
so anyway hi!!! again and maybe i actually will keep up on entries....i miss having an outlet like this sometimes
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[12 Dec 2003|07:13pm] |
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so for those of you who dont know...tonight is the charity ball.
i have a shocking piece of information that follows so be prepared
my sister has been given permission to sleep over at her friend's house after the ball!! yes those of you who remember little nancy not being present at any sleepovers should be just as shocked and outraged as i am!!!!
dont get me wrong, i'm totally happy for my sister
but i think my parents must be losing it
or perhaps in my absence they LOST IT!
or maybe....
they're trying to get rid of my sister and this is a passive attempt
(jk christina)
so anyway, be shocked! be appalled! and call my mom and tell her its a general rule that you shouldnt give certain children special treatment....
lol hope all of you are doing well
=P
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[04 Dec 2003|11:54am] |
i agree with amy, thanksgiving break wasn't what i thought it would be...but it was still nice.
i didnt spend nearly enough time with the girls as i wanted to or thought i would...and its sad....but i did spend a lot of time with the fam and i spent all of saturday doing homework.
all in all it was still soo nice being home.
2 weeks to go...
school is getting busy as the last few weeks usually do. its a lot less stressful though now that i have my computer back. its like i have part of my life back - no joke. no more always having to be isolated in the library to do my work or feel like i am so distant from everyone, now i'm just a click away.
ahhh xmas shopping begins soon and i am simultaneously reminded of how poor i am =P i love christmas anyway though. i wish my room had lights...i'm forcing missy to make paper snowflakes with me though. even though boys accross the hall decorated better than us! oh well...now the christmas music downloading also begins....
muahahahaha
you are all very special to me...just thought i'd tell you that.
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[20 Nov 2003|05:30pm] |
i'm so tired right now
this is partly due to the fact that some assholes decided to have a loud annoying conversation outside my window at 4:45am. how fucking considerate
schools also burning me out...which is bad considering i was just home like 2 weeks ago. its ridiculous what stress can do to u
other than that...i'm sitting here chillin at the library and someone just laid a bad fart. yippee! lol oh well thats life.
anyone got a gas mask?
haha ok who woulda thought i would get amusement out of noxious fumes
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[11 Nov 2003|05:16pm] |
hi!
so i went home this weekend and it made me very happy...the bus rides weren't even that bad. i saw amy for a movie on sat and amy and ann for spot on sunday and basically just spent the rest of the time with my family which was really nice because i def needed it. we watched bringing down the house, anger management and daddy daycare....all of which u may say sound questionable but they were all pretty funny movies, i would suggest them.
i'm gonna start trying to use aim express at the library more often because i seriously cant take not having im. plus the fact that i dont have the internet. needless to say i've caught myself staring at the wall in my room more than once.
ok well time to get back to my room....love you
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[07 Nov 2003|03:08am] |
adams car is broken and that was my method of finally getting to go home
i havent been home since i left for school in august
so what else is new
guess life just cant get better
pray for a miracle if u want me to be able to be home this weekend
i cried when he told me....and i was at work
surprisingly andy came in to visit though and made me feel better, he can be a really nice guy sometimes
i'm back to being depressed again though....and angry....and sad
i just dont understand
i just wanna catch a break---this means my computer doesn't get fixed anytime soon by the way
ARGH
ARGH!!!!
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font="i">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] adams car is broken and that was my method of finally getting to go home
i havent been home since i left for school in august
so what else is new
guess life just cant get better
pray for a miracle if u want me to be able to be home this weekend
i cried when he told me....and i was at work
surprisingly andy came in to visit though and made me feel better, he can be a really nice guy sometimes
i'm back to being depressed again though....and angry....and sad
i just dont understand
i just wanna catch a break---this means my computer doesn't get fixed anytime soon by the way
ARGH
ARGH!!!!
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[03 Nov 2003|02:41pm] |
BAH HUMBUG
my computer is broken
yes broken!
i want to do so many mean things to it, its not even funny
i have to send it in to get fixed though, this is when i appreciate paying the extra money to get a three year warranty on it.
HOWEVER
i will be without a computer until at least Thanksgiving
this is really painful. i have a paper due thurs!
i dont write papers at the library
i guess that will have to change
and i miss you guys, i miss talking to you, or at least seeing you online
i'll be so out of the loop and i know it
i'll have to try and curb loneliness though emails and phone calls
booooo
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[30 Oct 2003|12:01pm] |
HI!!!
my computer is still broken but i didn't want you all to think that i dropped off the face of the earth so i wanted to say yoo
i just had my phil midterm, i'm so glad its over! it was on so much information and the test wasn't as hard as it could have been (course thats what i'm saying now, before i get my test back and possibly jinxing myself) but i feel like a huge weight is taken off of me. the threat of this test has been looming there for like a week. so yay! its over. now i'll be able to catch a break for a couple days...hopefully!
how is everyone?
eek have to run...lunch time and D's hungry....i hope to write soon though. i miss you guys and i was mad that i couldn't make our fundy's chat. =( but thats where that summary comes in handy! thanks again liz =)
ok i love you guys ttysoon MUAH
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[29 Sep 2003|04:12pm] |
i'm stuck in Hinman Library!!
ahhhhhhhh
it is terrential (sp?) downpour outside and its seriously raining so hard it sounds like its going to start penetrating the building.
i have class at 4:40 in a building not too nearby :( hmph
oh well what are ya gonna do. additionally, it is way too cold here. i'm contemplating breaking out the coats. man o man will i be unprepared for Winter.
i'm so excited for this weekend. amy's coming up and then we're heading north to go visit julia! i thought i'd never get to see where this chica has been spending her college years...but luckily now i get to!
my parents are also coming up the weekend after for this awards ceremony for me, and to celebrate my dads and my birthdays. it will be really nice to see them.
i've found that as long as i have things to look forward to, it seems to make things go a little bit easier.
i'm still a lot less content this semester. i've realized though that perhaps i could partially remedy this by making new friends. so thats my mission now! though i have to figure out how that is done exactly....
i'm waiting for the rain to subside to make a run for it. i think this may be my chance, but i'm afraid that as soon as i'm half way there a rain cloud will burst all over me.
well...here it goes~
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[23 Sep 2003|02:11am] |
i miss everyone
i've been sad
by everyone i mean everyone.
my family my friends even my work
i dont like being sad
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home
and if you want to cry
i am here to dry your eyes
and in no time
you'll be fine
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| turn me on |
[12 Sep 2003|07:42pm] |
schools good
suitemates are ok
i like sally
new robs cool, we went on a hike today
houseparty at d's tonight
i wanted to go out out but thats ok because it will be all our friends
I NEED PEP
punjabi remix makes me peppy
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[08 Sep 2003|03:45pm] |
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday dear christina
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
love ya babe ;-)
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| nothing else compares |
[11 Jul 2003|06:09pm] |
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ticketmaster sent me an email titled "don't miss ween." now tell me, what the hell kind of a name for a band is ween? huh?
so anyway....lets see...i've been mad busy the past few days. i've been working double shifts at romeo's all week. it wasn't entirely horrible but i am pretty drained. i wanted to hang out with liz etc last night but i would have just passed out the moment i sat in the car. hmph. tonight will be a different story though i hope. what is everyone up to?
i feel like the summer is flying by...and really - it is. all of a sudden its the middle of july. what the hell!! we havent even all been to the beach together yet. so yes...i believe that should be next on the agenda of our girls' things to do. sound good? maybe on a saturday? i wonder when life starts slowing down again. i cant imagine being like 65 and feeling the days fly by. well maybe its just because older ppl do everything slower....but yeah, ya know.
well i wish i had something poetic or prophetic to end this with but later will have to do
sooo
later!
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